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THE DEMO COLLECTION

by LOR3L3I

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Roberto Banfi
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Roberto Banfi I saw Heike live with Remina last saturday, an amazing performance and a very friendly attitude offstage! Feel the need to support her music waiting the new album. Her voice is the last thing you would like to hear before passing the final stargate!
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brainbg The Demo Collection is one of my favorite collections. I have more than one favorite song. I managed to buy the CD’s. Beautiful work. I also bought the download. You are a amazing and gifted artist. Favorite track: Wolfheart.
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meat_storm It's pretty obvious that this album is the soul work of an inspired artist. It showcases Heike's talent over the years, and it really is a special solo album. Everything from the lyrics to the instrumentals/synths to the artwork is stellar and brings you far away on a journey with Heike. Favorite track: Reprochuman.
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1.
Metanoia 05:08
Human, you enter the age of new energy Upon completion of one revolution Around the central energetic source of your galaxy Your ability to comprehend this energy is yet to evolve As your planet restructures it's crystalline grid While shifting magnetic polarity Within your dimension New energy brings new understanding of quantum Previously concealed by restricted perception and brain activity Of beings in the third dimensional construct At the center of your galaxy Lies not a singularity but the intergalactic exchange Of binary information itself Your body, your planet, your solar system Your galaxy, and universe is a torus The ultimate, infinite circle of self-sustaining energy Shift and phase me through confusion I still prefer it to your grandest illusions We are infinite soul, having human experience If you feel like nothing Just remember that nothing is free In a different dimension Only light becomes me I see the serpents in disguise Reducing mystery to matter Beyond the shadow of your doubt You know the truth, inside you I bleed the wreckage of the stars So you can't ground my astral body Increased reception of quantum in the new cycle Results in DNA activation Previously disabled DNA sequence will activate Upon realization of its function within the new energy field. Memory capacity and recall upgrade will begin As carbon based beings evolve to crystalline" Decode the spectrum into emotion I see right through your dearest delusion Your incomprehensible perfection And if you feel pain It's the daughter of love Vibrational waveforms is what you are I see the angels in disguise Revealing signs that make me shatter Beyond the shadow of your doubt You see them too We are of one and so shall be I fight for love in the astral battle Survival of the third dimension human race Without external intervention in this revolution: Negative Survival of the fourth dimension energetic entity In this revolution: Positive Do not despair, human Evolution is imminent
2.
Reprochuman 04:22
Reinforce her world Now she seems mechanical at will But she is just a little girl Human until the end And though she seems robotic in direction It's just a lack of human affection Reproduce her to commend A bitter world and bitter end But I believe it's not worth fighting for And in the ash of tomorrow's shame And the steel implanted in her brain But I believe it's not worth fighting for She's programmed to defend Perished and found her mirror image dead In this world we'll never feel again She's lost inside a void Exploding dust and particles unfold And there she found a better world But we are clones and we pretend This world is not about to end How do we love When it all comes falling down? We'll make a stand in disbelief How did we die, how could it be? But I believe it's all worth dying for Who do we survive for? Who do we survive for? Reproduce her to commend A bitter world and bitter end But I believe it's not worth fighting for And in the ash of tomorrow's shame And the steel implanted in her brain But I believe it's not worth fighting for
3.
We'll build a wondrous fort of mystery Where thunder gods will let us keep our dreams forever (no matter where we are) Bury the keys to our hearts in the mountains Shy away from ticking clocks To save our kindred hearts (no matter where we are) Oh my little bird Only we know this world And all the creatures in our heads Conversations with the dead Oh my little doe How could we ever grow old? When sleeping wolves are at our sides And floating amber fills the sky I'll send you letters with the birds And sing you songs you've never heard, my Simone No matter where you are I'll send you secrets in the wind May our benevolence never end, my Simone No matter where you are Can we howl at the moon forever? And bury our pictures in the woods Could we bind our souls together? And hunt for pearls where no man should We'll build a silken ship of feathers And sail it to the dying stars To sing farewell to them all Give all our treasures to the monsters Cover them in shining jewels Make them feel beautiful too I'll send you letters with the birds And sing you songs you've never heard, my Simone No matter where you are I'll send you secrets in the wind May our benevolence never end, my Simone No matter where you are Oh my little bird Only we know this world And all the creatures in our heads Conversations with the dead Oh my little doe How could we ever grow old? When sleeping wolves are at our sides And floating amber fills the sky I'll send you letters with the birds And sing you songs you've never heard, my Simone No matter where you are I'll send you secrets in the wind May our benevolence never end, my Simone No matter where you are Can we howl at the moon forever? And bury our pictures in the woods Could we bind our souls together? And hunt for pearls where no man should
4.
Dear Brother 04:58
I've sunk so many miles just to find The things we never had or left behind From one glass city to another Oh where did I lose you, dear brother Through sands of all the ages we've been gone And I never wanted you to be alone But nothing seems to crawl under my skin I just wonder where the hell have you been And now I bleed deeper inside My makers are proud but they cry With eyes that see nothing but shame And I didn't remember your name Two less steps backward into time These visions that I have are not mine Crossed wiring has left our souls entwined But I discarded you and pushed you aside Apologies you couldn't bare to face Forgotten promises you couldn't care to trace Well my promises fell silent on your ears I just couldn't make up for all these years And now I bleed deeper in you Our makers were proud but they knew That one day the distance would fade But somehow I know it's too late And now I hurt more than I should From the traces of you in my blood I'd sacrifice myself to fill your void But both of our hearts are destroyed
5.
StarNova 04:34
Just like the hands of time We're turning so slowly Unaware of the prophecy Light-years away I look up at the wonder The shimmer in the shadows The diamonds in the void Catch me a star light and keep it forever Can you illuminate the universe? Burning ever brighter My glimmering star But you're flickering and waning Soon to be in the dark As the moon smiles upon you Your ending in sight And your surface collapses I kiss you goodnight Burst into fragments And drift into silence No more dazzling stars on the horizon Eyes in the sky weeping dust of the ages No more gravity to hold on to the pages of time Crimson explosions entwined in a blazing nebula Brightest kaleidoscope Brilliance beyond the edge of the world Blackholes emitting quasars, pulling in each and every star Vanishing galaxies, gamma ray and solar entropy Starfire supernova, pulling each and every planet over Cosmic dust, shooting stars Interstellar war Ages apart
6.
I couldn't see the difference in night and day These opium eyes only care to see the colors fade away Sinking deeper down To where the waters cease to flow My senses dormant I want nothing more than to be alone In tides of oblivion I escape from all the noise I wouldn't feel different If I don't ever hear another voice Disconnect me from the drone It's so blissful underneath Deep in the water I must drown Just to hear my own heartbeat This false reality I don't even want to hear Now I know what peace is I can't find it anywhere Now I know what peace is I can't find it anywhere I must drown just to hear my own heartbeat Now I know what silence is I can't find it anywhere I have to drown just to hear my own heartbeat Now I know what peace is… Maybe I can… Now I know what silence is… Maybe I can… Now I know what peace is… Maybe I can… Now I know what peace is… Maybe I can… Now I know what silence is… Maybe I can… Now I know what peace is… Maybe I can…
7.
Leave Me 05:26
Sweep away the letters lying by the door Hide away those reoccurring tears once more Everything is silent Her room is void and sound With every passing hour Time is letting her down Telephone fragments lay scattered on the floor No words to make it better She's heard it all before Staring in the mirror At beauty come and gone Bewildered and broken She fades away alone Left her burdenеd with years of sorrow She'll take it to the grave And lay the sadness to rest Don't leave her flowers Just leave her alone She needs to find the answers Far away from home Don't stand in bitter judgment At the truth she won't untie Don't tell her not to suffer Don't tell her not to cry There's no absolution As the blood still taints her hair The scars might be invisible But the wounds are still there Left her burdened with years of misery She'll take it to the grave And lay the heartache to rest Don't seek forgiveness Just leave her to mend She needs to find the answers She needs to find the end Along you came searching Slowly rooting in her soul Regained a sense of feeling And the gift to make her whole But she's giving in to shadows As she draws the final line Follow her into darkness And embrace her till the end of time Left her burdened with years of agony She'll take it to the grave And lay her fears to rest Don't leave her stranded But just leave her be In time you'll know the answers For she is me She is me
8.
Ghost 05:48
No reflection in the mirror Or shadows on the wall Have you seen me lately? Can you see me at all? This presence ever fading As I drift to the shores But I am not here No, I'm not here anymore Can you feel me in the distance Calling you in Here is my ending And there I begin I'm never quite awake And asleep I cannot stay I'm coming ever closer Without you I'm lost I am a ghost (Waking up the demons that you hide I'll never let you keep it all inside) Whom I haunt I cherish the most (Pull me in and never let me go I'll sleep forever in your heart of woe) There is no reason to feel alonе Where you rest your hеad is where I call home Where is my home I am a ghost (Together we become paralyzed We shun the world until the hurt dies) Will you hear my haunting voice When you're standing in the rain Will you feel me in your tears When you let go of the pain Will you keep me in your heart When you're tearing down the walls Will you find me in the dark When you're afraid to lose it all Without you I'm lost I am a ghost (Waking up the demons that you hide I'll never let you keep it all inside) If I cannot I haunt I suffer the most (Pull me in and never let me go I'll sleep forever in your heart of woe) There is no reason to feel alive If I cannot hurt or bleed or die Where is my home I'm just a ghost (Together we become paralyzed We shun the world until the hurt dies) Waking up the demons that you hide I'll never let you keep it all inside So pull me in and never let me go I'll sleep forever in your heart of woe No need to fear another waking day In blissful slumber we will slip away Together we become paralyzed We shun the world until the hurt dies Ghosts don't cry
9.
On the surface of this dismal dream I find your reasoning so unkind In my darkest, morbid morning hours I find them drifting around in my mind It's nonsensical, not understood And deep inside I wish I could Believe in you To find yourself In this lonely shell Only time will tell How we can reverse this hell I believe in you But not myself Now I'm holding on To what's already gone I'm trembling on the inside For what was never mine But don't let go Of this love before you even know I'll save you from this hell And drag you from where you dwell And still my walls keep breaking down In this hurt I drown I disappear And still you wander further away To where the silence stays But are you here? What have you done that made you run I'll break and bleed for what I need But there's nothing more I can do And it's dark in here I'm controlled by fear And my only wish is to have you near But there's nothing more coming from you Now I'm holding on To what's already gone I'm trembling on the inside For what was never mine But don't let go Of this love before you even know I'll save you from this hell And drag you from where you dwell And I'm still holding on To what you say is wrong I'm dying on the inside For the reasons that you hide But don't you let it go Or darling we will never know I'll save you from despair If you'd only let me near
10.
I Found You 04:10
To breathe Doesn't make it easier to exist When every breath I take Puts my heart at stake of shattering again To see Doesn’t make the darkness brighter When every truth in sight Brings a burning blight Threatening my shadow But in the distance between the seconds I found something greater still I found you My mysterious acquaintance To hear Doesn't make the silence disappear When every word I fear That brings me close to tears Is still out there To know Doesn't make it easier to believe When everything you say Only brings me pain Of the sweetest kind But in the distance between the seconds I found something greater still I found you My mysterious acquaintance And in the in the distance between our secrets I found something greater still I found you My suffering companion
11.
It's Only Me 04:54
Your inquisitions of me unanswered Did you think I would come undone? Only echoes of your trespassing You are stumbling into my grounds And when everyone is a scientist We learn to bend the truth But we suffer the same misfortune So why should I want to hide it from you? And I'll show you what's inside of me If you'll promise to forget this day Only landscapes here of solitude So behold and be on your way And when everything comes falling down We always know who to blame Could you carry my misfortunes If I show you all this pain? I'd rather be alone and hopeless When our hearts are on the line I'd rather run forever than stand here I'd rather save your soul than mine I'd rather be alone and hopeless When our hearts are on the line I'd rather run forever than stand here I'd rather save your soul than mine Are you the non-believer In this non-believing world? I'm the huntress and the deceiver I'd believe you if I could... I'd rather be alone and hopeless When our hearts are on the line I'd rather run forever than stand here I'd rather save your soul than mine I'd rather be alone and hopeless When our hearts are on the line I'd rather run forever than stand here I'd rather save your soul than mine
12.
Wolfheart 03:32
Lost under a quiet spell Lonely in your barren hell But I see the storm raging in you Thoughts that take you miles away Years of pressure and decay But I know, 'cause the feeling is the same We are Aeons apart But closer in our hearts We stay up in the dark and reminisce I am holding onto time As if I can make it mine I'm wishing for the years to move backwards Could our fates be any cruller That we haven't met sooner My friend, no one gets me like you do Is it harder to share a mind Than be silent till the end of time My dear, no one needs you like I do Aeons apart But connected from the start Why must it be so hard to let it go I am holding it inside But you can see it in my eyes And I won't even try to look away We are Aeons apart But closer in our hearts We stay up in the dark and reminisce And I am Holding onto time As if I can make it mine And I’m wishing for the years to move backwards
13.
You're the son of Jupiter And she's the daughter of the moon Such a love would seem impossible For she's the light And you're the ruin But the sky is the limit It takes light-years to break her heart I know you think that you need it But you'll always be light-years apart Exploding skies You're the dust in my eyes But I shun, but I shun your danger Left black holes in the stars where you shot me blind Let my thoughts drift into orbit There's no gravity in my dreams Exploding skies You're the dust in my eyes But I shun But I shun your danger Left black holes in the stars where you shot me blind Exploding skies You're the dust in my eyes But I shun But I shun your danger Left black holes in the stars where you shot me blind Waning moon You're the calm in my heart But I cry But I cry for this stranger Left black holes in my heart where you shot me blind You're the son of Jupiter Daughter of the moon
14.
Pull the strings above my head They're connected to my heart They have seem to come undone The further we grow apart From down here I have nothing to gain You've transformed me into your little puppet of pain Is it hard for you to believe I'm only human? For all the pain you brought upon me I'll sever these strings By the lines around my neck I can tell your discontent Though I'll never be relеased from here I will suffеr until the end You have made me this way Cold as steel You are only to blame For the way that you feel Is it hard for you to believe I'm only human? For all the pain you brought upon me I'll sever these strings Is it hard for you to believe I'm only human? I suffer from these lifeless dreams I'll never say sever...
15.
How many days Before we're punished for our destructive ways? When you speak, I don't hear When I look, you disappear But we kill amongst our own kind How many years Has greed been trying to fill the void we so fear? What you break, I don't mend You accuse and I defend But we love to hate our own kind So brace yourselves This is only the calm before the storm We'll be running to the end of the earth Escaping the hurt And I'll see you at the end of the road So takе my hand and Tell me why Must we disеngage the people we need in our lives We'll be burning 'til the end of our days Regretting our ways And I'll see you at the end of your last chance To redeem your faith Insert another coin here Blow up another man's country in the name of fear Kill off another dying race What we don't have can never be taken away, So burn everything that we need Take away the last bit of hope we have left to feel Dethrone the kings and queens What I don't even see doesn't matter much to me So brace yourselves This is only the calm before the storm We'll be running to the end of the earth Escaping the hurt And I'll see you at the end of the road So take my hand and Tell me why Must we disengage the people we need in our lives We'll be burning 'til the end of our days Regretting our ways And I'll see you at the end of your last chance To redeem your faith Insert another coin here Blow up another man's country Kill off another dying race What we don't have can never be taken Burn everything that we need Take away the last bit of hope Dethrone the kings and queens
16.
Unraveling the mystery hidden in plain sight Why do you deny what is written on the walls of existence? Align with your maker The center of your gravity You are alien to this world Defying its nature How unnatural Ancestor, shining down You are the truth we call upon Behold as we're standing blind in the wake of this nightmare Shatter your opinions So innocent and ignorant In aeons of deception You're still asking all the wrong questions Ancestor, shining down You are the truth we call upon Behold as we're standing blind in the wake of this nightmare Ancеstor, haunting the walls Breathe unto us as we perish and we fall We need a miracle to save us this time Ancestor, shining down You are the truth we call upon Behold as we're standing blind in the wake of this nightmare Ancestor, haunting the sky Breathe unto us as we perish and we die We need a miracle to save us this time We need a miracle to save us this time
17.
Fables 04:22
Someone always loses No matter how you play The rules are broken You may dabble in your magic But please remember A debt of souls will always be repaid In a universe with no duality Only chaos in perfect balance And on your final day All you've done Will be reclaimed Everyone expires No matter where you hide The cycle must continue You may wander with the shadows But please remember The dark is just a catalyst for light And on your final day All those second chances spent to change your ways Will mean nothing When on your final day All those hidden demons come to show their face
18.
Renn 04:44
The moment I saw you in the field I lived in the skin of someone else like me Face to face with one I call my own But I don't know you I only came to say I'm sorry That I'm not here I was never meant to find you Now I'm torn between another world and this one I'm missing in your line of time I don't recall which life is real But all I know is what I feel for you She closes her eyes And everything changes Even in two worlds I couldn't save us Renn... Renn... Renn... I'm not the same Since I saw her face And I know I barely even met her I came to say I won't forget your name And I'll find you one day in the aether She closes her eyes And everything changes I had to let go I couldn't save us She closes her eyes And everything changes Even in two worlds I couldn't save us I'm not the same Since I saw her face And I know I barely even met her I came to say I won't forget your name And I'll find you one day in the aether
19.
Jade Light 05:53
You are free And I'm caged Here where we lay Silently waiting... I'm waiting for you You are flawless gold, pure and designed You see all that I see I am open As you reach out Into the fray A shattered window Right into my soul We are tangled and bound In ethereal love You feel all that I feel There's no hope without you I'm not whole without you

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A collection of songs written & recorded between 2004 - 2019.

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released February 7, 2020

All Music & Artwork by Heike Langhans
Remastered by Mike Lamb

Artwork by Heike Langhans

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